Thursday, December 28, 2006
today isn't a very good day ):
this morning had first day of orientation leadership camp. okay.. games weren't exactly very exciting.. and i probably spent more time idling away den being involved in the whole thing.. so probably you guessed i din really enjoy myself la.. whatever. the next thing i know iz when i tried to throw that pail of water, i cut my little finger. ): and was in a way "laughed at" for my idea of going about the game. *ignore no.1*
the rest of it was crap. den lunch den mass dance. well i totally freaking hell dunno any of the dance.. so had to learn. thanks chuanli for being so patient in teaching me and derrick the dance steps.. i managed to learn it more or less, and so did derrick.. even though he kept thinking of giving up but he din (: so good job there!!
but i guess the thing that got me down was when i saw everyone doing the running man like it was easy as ABC.. and there i was struggling to get it right. ): get it right and properly so that my knee wont hurt. it really got me down at the fact that i cant even do a normal person's running man and even up til the extent of doing it in pain. i'm juz upset. *ignore no.2*
i guess it really got me down when my knee started to hurt recently.. ever since physio took a pause.. my knee's been giving my problems.. whatever. *ignore no.3*
after mass dance home. showered. suppose to go down to arvin's. which i did eventually.. well.. my original intention was to CYCLE down.. and it had to pour when i reached home. spoilt my plans and all. upseting *ignore no.4*
so bused down to kovan and since i was busing down, met jon and serene and ze so we could go down to arvin's since i more or less know the way there.
and guess wad. well.. we walked.. and some people juz dun trust and believe that i know the way so we ended up freaking lost. *ignore no.5*
games started and all.. ate a little.. i loved judith's potato salad + macaroni la!! (: yummy yummy!! =) thanks jud!!!
celebrated ze's birthday (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZE!! =)
well they bought cake for her, i had a slice of my cheesecake given to her as well. okay.. so i guess i might have been too sensitive or wad.. but i felt totally _____ when i saw the cake half eated lying around. *ignore no.6*
stayed up til 2 last night doing up those cards for the seniors. well not all of them turned up which was a pity. but ya.. so serene gave out the cards. well i guess i could have been expecting too much but to see them lying around on the floor? hmmm. *ignore no.7*
played heart attack, and i guess that was the last straw.. that comment really spoiled my whole night.. needless to say i have nothing more to say for myself.. i was juz trying to have some fun and create some fun for everyone.. but whatever. it juz wasn't necessary from whoever said it that i shu bu qi.
i really did enjoy myself. but i believe i could have enjoyed it much better. today juz isn't a good day. sorry guys. i did enjoy myself.. but i cannot say anything more other than i'm upset and unhappy at the way things turned out in the end.
the rest of the night whizzed through and i couldn't be bothered with anymore that's happening.. wanted to leave early. but ended up helping to clean up the house. left at 11+? home. i'm glad all these has ended. i regret to say but i cannot deny it.
but still..
thanks serene, arvin and zeling for appreciating the efforts..
and ze! glad you liked the cake (:
happy birthday once again.
*throbs @00:42 <3
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